Sunday and Monday were arite. Not much to say. Just trying to slowly clean up my castle...organizing my files, tidyin up here and there, etc. Lots of snow fallin' happenin in the T.dot and western ontario. Been shoveling the past 2 days. But I think it's slowing down now (hopefully). Tired of winter...want it to be spring/summer. Bought a cute red hat from TripleFiveSoul and found another cute one @JCYHouse, again...red...bought hella cute! Been looking for one that fits right, and think I finally found it. But it's 55 bones (it's Replay, and already 50% off, wat do you expect?), so if I can't haggle them down to 40-45, may have to pass up due to lack of finances (well not really lack of it, but need to watch my expenses cuz i have no incoming income). Bought popo a new waterheater/boiler thingy for her bday/christmas gift so that was a huge expense, but my popo is definetly worth it...love her to bits! Not much planned for the rest of the week. I was going to head to Windsor on Thursday and party it up with my girls for the weekend and celebrate FayeFaye's bday. But no wheels and train will set me 170 bones, not to mention the additional expenses for the weekend. So I decided not to attend the soirees, really disappointed...cuz miss mah girls! Probably gonna get my hair cut sometime this week/weekend cuz it's gettin long and it's losin its cute messy/flippy look. Also gonna ask momz to dye mah hair...red baby...;o)
Been feelin a lil blue over the past few days tho...tryin to keep it together. Things are up in the air in my life rite now...in terms of finding employment, etc. Started doubtin' things, feelings, myself. Don't feel in control all the time, so been goin thru mood swings whereby sometimes i'm happy, then can't stop gettin all teary, and then i'm angry/frustrated. But tryin to keep an open mind and jus work thru some of this pain...nothin too serious...jus a lot of frustration...u know how it is...Oh, momz is still givin me grief and ruff time w.r.t ex (which doesnt help any), she's not understandin it's over yo! Hopefully one day she will. She's got lots on her plate tho...problems w/lakeshore, & vicpark...so i'm tryin not to piss her off too much! Tryin to be a good girl...when i can...;oP
And that's that...there's not much more...
until tomorro...
Been feelin a lil blue over the past few days tho...tryin to keep it together. Things are up in the air in my life rite now...in terms of finding employment, etc. Started doubtin' things, feelings, myself. Don't feel in control all the time, so been goin thru mood swings whereby sometimes i'm happy, then can't stop gettin all teary, and then i'm angry/frustrated. But tryin to keep an open mind and jus work thru some of this pain...nothin too serious...jus a lot of frustration...u know how it is...Oh, momz is still givin me grief and ruff time w.r.t ex (which doesnt help any), she's not understandin it's over yo! Hopefully one day she will. She's got lots on her plate tho...problems w/lakeshore, & vicpark...so i'm tryin not to piss her off too much! Tryin to be a good girl...when i can...;oP
And that's that...there's not much more...
until tomorro...