I realize that it's been a long time since I last blogged, so I thought I'd start up again.  Here's the update on what's been going on.  JambaShrimp came to da T.Dot and we all had an awesome time.  I won't lie to ya, there were many difficult times...broke down in tears a couple of nights & days, but for the most part I tried to suck it up...for Jamba's sake of course.  But Jamba's visit helped alot...I miss her lots! Mmmm...next event in my life...I'm tryin to get back into the dating game...I did meet someone at my friend's after party.  It almost didn't happen due to some...err...issues that I did not agree with.  Anyhow, I really don't want to get into it right now, but I'm quite content right now with what's going on with my life.  Although, the whole job issue is still up in the air, and my mom is driving me nuts with the whole break up with the ex...I just don't know what to do withe her!!! I mean she just doesn't understand that we're no longer together, that he's seeing someone right now, that I'm trying to get on with my life...but I'm told to just to suffer her wrath and let her whine...cuz no matter what I say or do, she won't be happy until I either get back with the ex, or find another nice chinese boy...(cuz the boy I'm currently seeing isn't...but mom doesn't know this...and if she did...well we'll just leave it at that).  She's so convinced that I made a mistake, that I should try harder to get back with him, that I'm not doing enough...and she doesn't understand the whole "we're friends" thing.  Maybe we shouldn't be friends (which is what everyone is telling me to do), sever all ties, and that's that! But then I think about it all, and he's really an important part of my life, he's still a good friend to me, we still have fun...but can you still be friends?? Is there such a thing?? Can two people who's lives have been intertwined for so long, be able to stay within their boundaries and not cross that fine line between friends and couple?? Only time will tell I guess...In the meantime, I have to deal with mom and her disappointment with my life...