So this is Blog world...not bad. My page must look very boring right now, but I'm trying to learn how to make it look much more interesting.  So hopefully I'll be able to add a few more details in the early future. Anyhow, so...let's see now...what should I say...I'm just so new to this...I don't know where to begin!  How about why I started this blog.  You see, my life is quite up in the air right now.  I don't know what to do or what to say anymore.  So my best friend suggested that I start a blog with my thoughts and feelings, so that I can try to sort things out.  Well, I've just recently graduated from University and I've joined the rather large group of unemployed peeps...and I must say...it's quite frustrating... as many of you who are in my position are experiencing this as well.  I'm also going through some personal issues, of which I don't as yet feel comfortable sharing with you all in detail quite yet.  I have lots of regrets, anger, frustration, sadness, confusion, loneliness,...I'm just messed up.  I'm used to being in control of my life, but lately it feels as though everything is in chaos.  I've got pressure from my family, from myself, from society to get my sh*t together, but sometimes I find it difficult to get going in the mornings.  Things didn't always used to be this way.  I used to have a strong rock that I could rely on and depend on, but things happened, most of it was my fault, and well...it got tired of being strong and is no longer there...my mom thinks that there is only one rock in your life, and she thinks I let mine go...I just hope and pray that I didn't...