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Friday, March 26, 2004
It's been a while since I've written. There has been quite a bit going on, and not great things either. It's just been work work work. Last Friday I went to Guelph to interview some students for the summer (in case I've forgotten to mention, I now work at MMG as their recruiting coordinator...everyone together now....OoOoOo). I got home around 6:30pm and got some urgent messages on my voice mail. One of the programs in Quebec City had a huge problem. We didn't have any reps to work on the following day, which basically was the BIG day for the entire program. I was on the phone until about 9:30 figuring out what to do and who to call. Frustration set in when I couldn't get a hold of the rep who couldn't execute the program. Apparently he had found out the night before, and the team could not find a replacement. Telephone tag became the game for the night. Not knowing what to do, and wishing that my french was stronger so that I could drive to Montreal to do the program myself, I bitched and cried to MrCage, and he offered to drive to QC to fill in the spot if I needed him. What a sweetheart. I didn't want him to go through all that trouble, but it was comforting to know that I had a back up plan. Around that time, I decided to head to the office and meet our regional managers, Dave, to find my QC contact. I arrived at the office around 10pm, and off we went, calling away. We finally managed to contact one of our reps in Montreal who agreed to drive to QC. We compensated him handsomely for his time and huge effort. If I go to Montreal, remind me to give him a huge hug for bailing us out! After a few more dozen calls, trying to get the equipment to the location the next morning, we managed to leave the office at midnight. The most frustrating issue about the entire night was that the client manager for the program, who called me to find out why our rep in QC couldn't work on the main event day of the entire program, and why I didn't know about this earlier. First of all, I didn't find these reps in QC. My QC contact could not find anyone to work for us. Our other manager in Montreal helped in the recruiting process for these reps. She had 4 people to manage, 2 in Montreal and 2 in QC, and she couldn't keep track of these 4 people while here I am in Toronto, managing over 40 people for that weekend alone? I mean reallly now, this was ridiculous. What also got me greatly upset was that the client manager had the nerve to tell me and Dave that it wasn't his problem. That it was our problem and we had to deal with it. It was his freakin client!!!! It was definetly a nightmare, which in the end, after a lot of hard work and on the edge of insanity, managed to turn out alright. Until the next morning, when I had a scare when my Montreal sweetheart could not find the person who was bringing him the equipment to execute the program. However, after a little bit of time, everyone found eachother, and it turned out okay.
Work work work...that's all I do. I work 5 days a week (plus many nights at home due to urgent recruiting issues) and then I work at the ghetto mall in the fast food joint for my uncle on Saturdays. I joined a gym and I've gone 2 times in a week and a half. Mom got the two of us a personal trainer, which should be good since it will force me to get to the gym knowing that he's there waiting for us (and that she's paying a small fortune for him). Care got her official offer to work at Molson and she started her first day today. It's really great for her, crap crap pay, but it's Molson, and it's awesome experience. I'm not having much luck with the job hunt. Oh wait, could it be because I don't have time to apply for jobs?? I believe that that could be the reason. Yes, lack of time for myself could very well be the cause of my nonexistant offers of employment. I should mention though, that I have a job with MMG for 20 years!! So I always have them to fall back on, which I know what you're all thinking, that I'd be crazy to do full time there. But it seems that I can't get into the industry that I want to be in. Or do I really want to be in accounting? Am I content where I am now? Many of you would say no, but I beg to differ. I may be unhappy because I'm working around the clock at times searching for people to fill in shifts when other people can't work. But then again, I'm a workaholic. It's a disease I tell you, and it won't leave me alone. Maybe I should mention that in my resume/cover letter. That I work all the time and enjoy working all the time. I also enjoy working a lot because it keeps my mind occupied, and other issues in my life do not cross my mind. I simply don't have time to think about them. Just work. Call me crazy but busy makes me happy. Mind you, elevated stress levels on having to find reps to work at 10 at night is not my idea of a good night, but I also realized that everything usually works out fine. And it was because of my hard work that the results were positive. For instance, tonight I had to find someone to work tomorrow for one of the programs. I did what I could on such short notice, and honestly could have filled in the positions (I would have had to gone out myself to execute it with the other rep), but Dave and I decided to just forget about it. I'll tell you one thing, it didn't really feel good. I couldn't find someone, and I felt that I failed my duties. However, I know that I can't blame myself, that there are forces that are outside of my control, and that my failure to find someone to work wasn't due to lack of effort, but just due to the fact that there just wasn't any reps that had time tomorrow.
Yes my friends. That's what's been going on for awhile. There may have been a few more situations/issues but for now that's all that comes to mind. I was supposed to go to Montreal with KitKat, but decided not to, knowingly that I would spend way too much money out there (shopping is so awesome there, and I need to eat, well sorta), and also cause MrCage decided not to go. I mean it would have been fun to hang out with kitkat all weekend, although it may have resulted in a serious overdose of her strong wacky personality, but the fact remained that I could not see MrCage. He was considering it during the week, but decided against it since he made payment to his school debt. It's probably better that I didn't go either, since my grotesque school debt hung heavily on my shoulders.
I think I really need to get over MrCage. I'm moving on with my life by working as much as I can. I realized as well that I really don't want a boyfriend. They are a lot of work, and I'm busy enough as it is. MrCage was great fun and I luv him to bits as a friend, and it would have been nice to be with him now, but things happen, and you have to realize that not everything is under your control. He decided that he couldn't be with me due to the LD and the fact that he really didn't handle relationships very well, so it wasn't me (well it could be me, but we'll keep believing that it's all him). Out of my control. And that is that. It's going to take time to accept this, but it'll be ok. Just as everything else has turned out well, I'm on my way to being fine. That's just what I have to believe.
Posted at 12:32 am by rozzie
Monday, March 08, 2004
It was a pretty chill week. I struggled to wake up every morning for work. My first couple of weeks, I was a keener, getting out of bed at 6 in the morning, and leaving the apartment at 7:15am. Now I would wake up around 6:30, sometimes even 7:00am, and finally made my way to the subway station around 8:00. I just didn't care anymore. I wasn't happy, nor was I looking forward to another day of work, searching for reps to fill in positions for programs that began in a week. However, I did get to interview some great candidates at UofT on Thursday. It was a great change in scenery, since I went to St.George campus to conduct the interviews. It was fabulous (considering the fact that I only had to wake up at 8:00am to get to campus for 9:30am). Beautiful! Friday was a good day. Work was not too stressful, and KitKat, KitKat's friend Rolo and I went to see Hidalgo. Great movie. It was an uplifting, humourous, all around feel-good movie (with a few scenes of heads getting chopped off and gun fights, but what's a Hollywood movie without all the violence?). I enjoyed it very much, however, my company of friends didn't share my thoughts, as they ridiculed the plot claiming there was no plot, and questioned many of the scenes. But everyone's entitled to their opinion, and I was too tired to participate in the debate. Saturday came and went as I slaved at the restaurant, collapsing at home from complete and utter fatigue as I chilled at home, watching various tv shows and ultimately falling asleep on the couch, with the tv full blast and all the lights on. Finally Sunday's lovely weather (as the snow fell gently on the ground) arrived. The family went out to one of my favorite hot spots on the Danforth for Nectarine's birthday. Good food, great company...it was some fun times!!
Today was a pretty strenuous day for me, as I found out a few reps had pulled out of various programs that had mandatory training today at 3pm. The problems have not been solved, but I am confident that the positions will be filled by the start of the program (that is, this weekend..and if not, then I've decided to solve that problem by just doing the program myself!). I was able to survive the long day, conquering the dreaded Monday, as I looked forward to tomorrow's challenges...really...what more could go wrong?
Posted at 09:40 pm by rozzie
Monday, March 01, 2004
Fight the fight...or not...
I've been feeling a bit under the weather lately. Perhaps it's because I've been trying to fight off a cold the past week, or maybe its due to the long hours at work (been working, on average, 10-hour days, and on Friday a 15-hour day drained me out), or it could be the fact that my whole world feels like its been shaken, from the frustration of not finding employment (that I want), my non-existant social life (or happiness) and everyone else's happiness (my cousin's engaged, my other cousin is pregnant, my sister has 2 interviews with companies she really wants to work for) and I admit I'm bitter, to the heavy debt which looms over my head. Then again, it's more than likely that it is a combination of everything. My student debt has been on my mind quite a bit, and as I feel the heavy burden on my shoulders, I keep wondering how I'm going to repay this vast amount. With some time on my hands, I come up with various scenarios to get me out of the hole that I've dug myself into over my university (useless) career:
Scenario 1: I claim bankruptcy (which probably is impossible for me to accomplish, but one that I wish was an option).
Scenario 2: find a rich guy who will do anything to make me happy (i.e. start by paying off my debt), which proves to be quite a difficult task since I have trouble finding a guy who even cares about me enough to stay around.
Scenario 3: Find a mediocre job (i.e.Match/Softchoice) that pays mediocre pay, and work my ass off for many years, living at home forever so that I can save every penny, having no life (cuz you need money to have somewhat of a life, in the city that is), and eventually I could see the light at the end of the tunnel (in maybe, say, 40 years)
Scenario 4: Go to Korea this summer and teach english for a year, save all the money that I earn there, and pay off the debt, and possibly purchase my first vehicle if I truly am good within that year
Scenario 5: Become a stripper/hooker and hopefully pay off my debt in less than a year
Ok, so I threw in Scenario 1 and 2 in for shits and giggles...
Anyhow, just got tired from thinking of my financial dilemna, now to the fun stuff at hand, my feelings of frustration and utter fatigue with the city. I've been feeling this way for awhile now, how I cannot stand living here anymore. The hustle and bustle of T.O. has gotten the best of me, and I do not know how much longer I can stand the stench of failure and disappointment. Nothing good has come to me here, and I feel if I stay here any longer, my spirit, what's left of it that is, will weaken further and turn to dust. I feel as though I have accomplished nothing, achieved nothing, developped little and sacrificed so much. I feel lost. There's nothing I want more than to feel happiness once again. I've almost given up my fight here, and there's very little that's keeping me afloat. I don't know if it's just being in T.O. or being in Canada, but I'm tired of it all. I know it's probably not any better anywhere else, but perhaps a change of scenery is what I need. Whatever it is, I need to figure it out, and soon, because the longer I go on this way, the less I feel the need to fight the fight... Posted at 09:59 pm by rozzie
Thursday, February 26, 2004
Been slowly feeling better the past few days. I've been keeping busy at work, so that I wouldn't have time to think about very much at all. Tuesday came and went. I got to bed nice and early (11pm, which those of you who know me, know that 11 is early for me). MrCage sent me a nice little text message that he got home safe and sound. Which surprised me, cuz I didn't ask him to do that at all, but was really sweet and considerate of him to do so. I had an amazing sleep that night. Auntie actually rolled in around 11:30, but I didn't hear her come in! I must have crashed right at 11. Which makes sense, cuz I've been averaging around 4 hours a night of sleep for the past week and a half. I was also fighting a sore, itchy scratchy throat...compliments of MrCage before he left! Nice going away present huh. Which is kind of appropriate and amusing, considering the fact that when we first met, I was sick and gave him my cold, and when he left, he was sick and gave it to me. So we accomplished a fantastic circle! Funny. Today I had a nice long day at work again. I met up with my Windsor girlz, Kandy and Licorice tonite. They were in da T.Dot cuz they were flying out to New Orleans in da morning for the weekend. Licorice showed me her Coach bag (with day bag), and the two raved about her LV bag at home, a purchase, or should I say splurge for Licorice's hard work @the govt. It was great to see my girlz...it's been awhile, and I miss them very much. We caught up on eachother's lives, Licorice and her many stories entertained us at dinner, while Kandy fought shutting down for the night. I'm picking them up on Sunday from the airport, so we'll probably go to Pmall or 1stMarkham to have some lunchie and do a bit of candy shopping and stuff....maybe take some love getties too!! So today went fairly smoothly. Not really any depressing, crappy moments entered my head. Still think about him though, every now and then...found his picture that he took for his pass to the autoshow in Montreal....he really does look like a deer in headlights....cute as ever...and the emotions began to come back....but as most people say, only time will heal...I just hope sooner than later....
Posted at 12:59 am by rozzie
Monday, February 23, 2004
why does it hurt so much??...
Today MrCage left. We said our goodbyes. It's over and it hurts so much. As I was sitting on the subway, I was trying to fight the tears. But I couldn't fight anymore, and the tears poured out as I was walking home. The night before, we had our talk. How he just couldn't handle LD relationships....and that he knew he'd screw up while he was home and I'd just get upset and we would lose everything...especially our friendship. If we were friends, it would make life simpler, no expectations, he wouldn't feel like he was "tied" down and had to run everything by me before he did things...he basically wasn't good at relationships. He explained how he would eventually get frustrated how we couldn't see eachother, and he'd eventually resent me and I him, and it would be painful. He hated to see me so upset. I took it pretty hard. Tears streaming down my face as he sat there holding me. All I wanted was to be with him, but it just wasn't meant to be I guess. The past week was great. We spent a lot of time together, and even though I knew that we couldn't be together after he left, a part of me really wished that it would just magically work. Nothing more I can say or do. I think I was more emotionally involved than he was. He still really cares for me, and that's why it's probably best that we just end it now. But it hurts so much. Just one time in my life, just for once, I'd like things to be good...happy...I didn't think that it was much to ask...but I guess happiness and I are just not meant to be...Just as love and I arent...I know you're probably saying "don't give up"..."it's better to have loved than not to have loved at all"....but I can't believe in that right now...the pain I'm feeling is too much for me right now...I should have learned from my mistakes that I get attached very easily, especially when the other party reciprocates the feelings back...I thought that I meant more...and maybe I did....I guess it just wasn't enough...
Posted at 07:37 pm by rozzie
Friday, February 13, 2004
There's a time when we all have to just suck it up and bite the bullet...and in my case...I've decided to return to my beloved summer-crazy-fun job at MMG. I was asked to help out my dear KitKat with recruiting (along with various unspoken tasks). It's a job, and it helps pay my bills, so I can't really complain. And it's not like I don't like working there. I actually like it very much. And my boyz are great there, it's fun, laid-back, crazy fun, but hella lot of work...all in all it makes me happy. I'm still waiting to hear from Nestle, and I got an interview for Monday with Softchoice. So I'm on my way to making some tough decisions. All I know is that I have to choose the path that will help me get to where I want. BUT...as I sat in the car on my way home from work, the only thought that was going through my head was WHAT was it that I really wanted? Where do I want to be in 5 years...even 3 years! Confusion spun endlessly around my head, causing me to be irritable. I just didn't know what I wanted to do... I mean I thought I did, but now, I'm unsure.
In addition to my uncertainty towards my future, I was dealing with tough issues with yours truly, MrCage. Our discussion, as we're crusin along the gardiner...., opened my eyes, and made me feel even more confused than ever. On one hand, we are together as a couple, and on the other hand, there's no commitment/expectation/hope for anything further in the future. What did I get myself into?? Nothing...that's just it...I didn't get into anything. We have a great time together, it's really good, no pressure, and we're happy the way things are. But is it what I want? I think it's what I want, but everyone is saying that I'm not like that. That I'm looking for something more than just being together without any future. But why would I want something that I had before for 4 years? I thought I WAS looking for something different. And this is different. But is it too extreme? I went from one end of the spectrum to the other. From a controlling, deep relationship to one that is indifferent, doesn't care, with nothing more than just hanging out and having fun. We're together...exclusive, but I'm told that if I find someone else, then it's ok to go for it. Which brings me to question if he would do the same. And the verdict: no actively looking for someone else, unless there's love at first sight-amazing chemistry-knows that he wants to be with her for the rest of his life type of a feeling with another girl, BUT am told again that he knows that won't happen. Apologizing that he's an idiot, we continue on our drive following the bright downtown lights. I sit there quietly, thinking, confused out of my mind, upset, disappointed, and sad...because I thought I finally was happy...that I found an amazing guy who makes me feel good about myself, and I really thought that we had a connection...that there was a strong chemistry between us. Had I been wrong all along? Am I the idiot? On one hand, I want to be with him cuz he's so great and sweet, and on the other hand, I know that there's nothing deeper...and possibly, most likely will never be more. Which saddens me....I feel as though I'll never be happy...that I don't deserve to be with someone who shares the same feelings as I do. My greatest fear, of falling into a relationship in which I'm more emotionally involved than the other person...that we're not on the same level...and it's happening. Searching to find the upside of all this...I realized that I am happy with him....even though there are no expectations or future for that matter...it is fun to be with him......to be in eachother's company. What more can I expect right now? Time will tell. And I'll know when it's time for more. So I'll allow myself to be happy...in the moment...in the now...and take it one day at a time..cuz that's all I can expect right now...it's all that I can manage...
Posted at 10:57 pm by rozzie
Tuesday, February 10, 2004
Today was a pretty good day, aside from receiving a lovely letter of what I owe in loans. Oiy, so gross! Yea, not a good thing at all. Desperate times called for desperate measures and I'm workin for Match, helpin them recruit for the next few weeks. Yes yes, you can all kick mah ass later (and remind me of the many times I vowed not to work for match anymore), but I do need the work, and they seem to be the only ones givin me work. I'm still waitin on the job with Nestle so I'm not giving up any hope. Only problem is the issue of finding a way to get to work. One option is to stay with auntie and subway to Kitkat, and hitch a ride with her to work. Another option is to hitch a ride with TommyBoy, but then I have to make sure Carebear goes to work early, so that he can pick me up from her office, which is on the way to our office. Another option is to stay at home, and bus it to Kitkat's, and hitch a ride with her to work. Which is an ok thing, but takes much longer. Option one is the best one, cuz then I'll be downtown, closer to MrCage!! Teehee...gotta love my motives!!
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MrCage and I made dindin at his house tonite. Chicken fingers, veges, and rice...it was sweet. We watched Just Married and had a nice chill nite in. We had a lil after-dinner work-out...now now, get those dirty thoughts out of your pretty little heads...we really jus wrestled, tryin to show off our karate moves. Haha...Fun times!! We had an early nite too, got home at 10pm cuz my sweetie was tired (probably from the horsin' around...and adjusting to not having the luxury to sleep in anymore or get 10 hours of sleep every night). Goin' to work tomorro, so that should be fun! But lookin forward to seeing my cupcake again tomorro...gotta spend as much time as we can before he starts workin lots of hours, and before he leaves...sigh...tryin not to think bout that...it only makes me sad.
Posted at 11:22 pm by rozzie
Forecast: Sunny with cloudy periods
The day started out pretty nice. MrCage came to pick me up in the morning for a fun-filled day of activities...well...not really all fun, but we had a lot of stuff to get done. First thing, we had to scoot on over to get a permit for him cuz he got 2 parking tickets over the weekend (which he was not at all impressed/nor happy to have received them). The evil not-good-enuff-to-be-cops-so-they-have-to-write-parking-tickets enforcer got him at 4am each nite, and the dumbass is aware that the office is closed for the weekend so MrCage couldn't buy a permit till Monday. Anyhow, we quickly purchased the permit, then went out to meet our lunch dates. I went for sushi with Donut, while MrCage met up with his old co-workers. After a great meal, MrCage and I quickly marched on over to fight his 2 parking tickets at the parking tags office. The lady was super nice, and with MrCage's newly acquired permit on hand, she let him off the hook. Sweeeet!! So there are nice people in this crazy world we call home. Shortly after our encounter of some kindness and luck, we headed to get his license plates renewed, and then were on our way to Lakeshore to meet up with the contractor. Our day was going really well, but all good things must come to an end at some point. And it was at Lakeshore that the clouds seemed to be hovered over. Which honestly, came at no surprise. The repairman couldn't do the job, he was a heating specialist, but not a plumber, which is wat we needed. However, after kindly asking him what he thought the damage would be, and he thought that we were lookin at another 4G's to fix it all up. Ahhhhhhhh!!! Oiy, not good. Nope, not good at all. Mummy won't be happy at all tonite. MrCage and I left the apt, and headed off to his place, where we watched Bruce Almighty...finally (we've been meaning to rent it for the longest time, but never got around to it before he left for NB, and we held out until he came back to TO so that we could watch it together...) Funnee movie!!! It helped me forget the horrible news that mummy would soon find out. I'm pretty sure she's pissed, cuz I told popo to tell her to call me when she got home from work. And let's just say that I didn't get a call at all. Hiding out at MrCage's was great, and jus being there with him made me feel better and happier. He really does make me happy, which is something I didn't think I could find after the whole divorce with the ex. Only though, I forgot to mention one thing that also put a damper on my day, well almost for the next 2 weeks, cuz MrCage informed me that he had to return home after the autoshow, and wouldn't be back until April for the next auto event (in which he'll be touring Montreal, Toronto and Vancouver throughout a month). Disappointed? You bet ya I am! Unhappy with the news and not knowing what to say? Hell ya! But, what can you do. Shiet happens, and I just have to deal with it. I knew it couldn't last (that is, my happiness and bliss). But I jus have to make the best of the little time that we have. Which really isnt all that much, considering he trains the next 2 days 9-5, and starts 10am-10pm shifts starting Friday for 2 weeks straight. Lovely! So you yours truly won't be seeing much of MrCage. Oiy...anyhow, no need to get myself all depressed and unhappy. Just gotta keep my chin up and know, that I'm still very lucky to have him in my life at all. So it'll take a little more effort to make things work...meh...not that i've ever had it easy or been this happy, so why get used to being ...well happy? Shit happens for reasons, and I hope and pray that some good shit starts to come my way so that I can too be a lil more happier.
Posted at 12:37 am by rozzie
Sunday, February 08, 2004
Friday February 6, 2004 - marked as the first day that i've felt happy and excited since 3 weeks of drama, pain, and frustrating times. The reason of this happiness can be summed up all in one word: MrCage. He finally arrived in da T.dot late in the afternoon! It was great to hear his voice again when he called to tell me that he was on his way to his uncle's place to unpack. We hadn't talked for almost a week on the phone that is, so it made this even more sweet. We decided to have a chill night, and not go w/Lollipop to Swallow Lounge (wat a dirty name for a club) so we went to see BigFish @Queensway. We were a lil early so we went for a drive. MrCage told me of his horrible day when he left NB. On his way to Montreal, not even out of NB yet, an hour away from the closest town, his car started to lose power. Wonderin along the deserted country road, where the few cars that drove by wouldn't stop cuz they were probably skeptical since he wasn't near his car, a nice gentleman finally pulled over to see if he needed help. They called a tow truck (note:his cell had no reception so it was useless), and basically he ended up leaving about 6 hours later, with a 2nd new alternator, after the first one they put in was defective (as he discovered that when he started to leave the town). My poor MrCage, but oh wat the adventure!
Now, back to our night. Oh, BigFish. Excellent movie. Cheers to Tim Burton on another fantastic masterpiece! Funny, that was pretty much our night, altho how could i forget the amazing MO session! I had to work on yesterday @my uncle's fastfood restaurant at the infamous J&F mall! Aww yea, mah new hood yo! The day went by pretty fast, so it was pretty good. Made a lil money, which is always a good ting, and then headed home to get ready for RA's (jus recently has been named The Legend - let's say he got it on w/3 sisters, 1 of which he dated for 9 months!! Mad props to RA!! He's a hero to many) going-away party. MrCage picked up Care & I to go to G's house in Sauga for a lil pre-drinkin. Then we all trekked downtown to the Phoenix night club. Note to club-goers: Saturdays @ the Phoenix: Alt/Rock! It was still great times tho...we were there to spend time w/ RA and get him smashed ...so it was all good. Went to Timmy's for a bit of hot cocoa, coffee & sweets, then headed home. MrCage and I realized how good we had it in Montreal. Our MO's in the accent jus couldn't compare...not even close!! But I still love spendin time with him, and honestly, it didn't matter what we did...jus as long as we were together! I'm such a suck. I know I know...but a happy suck as that!
Woke up pretty early this morning, even after strollin in at about 3:30AM last nite. I jus couldn't sleep anymore. I got my 5 hours, and felt that it was sufficient. Mumz,Care & I did a bit of grocery shoppin today. Fun times!! Now we're colorin our hair!!! Intended color:reddish/brownish...End result: TBA!! (needs to stay in for 45 minutes now). Probably gonna see MrCage tonite and jus chill. Maybe go for some bubbletea. Not sure...waitin to hear from him after he comes back from his visit with grandpapa in keswick...;o) Till then, fingers crossed that I don't look too much like a freak after the dye sets in...!!!
Posted at 05:00 pm by rozzie
Thursday, February 05, 2004
Not much has been going on the past few days. Yesterday, I spent the day and night preparing for my interview with Nestle for a financial analyst position (contract,w/possible rehire). I was crazy nervous cuz I haven't been in an interview since almost 1.5 to 2 years! So my interviewing skills were pretty rusty, or the lack of them were pretty evident when I was going through possible interview questions with momz and sis. Today, I went through some of my notes, then got dressed in my powersuit, and went on my merry way! Rode the rocket to the office, fun fun fun! Met with the HR rep, she was very nice and pleasant. I think we hit it off. I think it went well, at least smoothly. Then I met with my potential manager, and she was really nice, but I dont think I really nailed the interview. I wasn't very confident. Sigh...oh well, jus waitin for a response...i'll find out middle-late next week of my status. Got my haircut at GOA, but i dont think it's short enuff. not sure if i'm happy with it. i dont think i got my cute haircut that i had when i first got it done 2 months ago. i'll find out tomorro when i try stylin it. if i dont like it, mite consider goin back 2 see if they can do anythin more to it...;oP i'm such a loser...its only hair!! Care got her haircut...looks hella nice...still long but awesome layered cut! looks good on her...we then picked up some pastries at the walnut cake house in KT. Then we got some grub @ GM on Yonge. Browsed around in some of Yonge streets shops. Fun times. Headed home. chillin with katsa rite now. she picked up some takeout @metro cafe, then we rented down with love. katsa is helpin care prepare for her phone interview 2morro with an advertising firm in detroit MI! Care really wants this job, its one of the top 4 advertisin firms in the states, so she's really excited and really nervous. Gonna watch the movie soon, then try to sleep, which may prove to be difficult cuz i got a lai cha @metro cafe, & altho it tastes really good, i mite have trouble sleepin 2nite!
Posted at 10:52 pm by rozzie
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